Wednesday, September 29, 2010


Hey guys ..Exams in a weeks time .. So try hard guys , Do well and then theres time to play.. Few days were norm , Today din't go school. Woke up with massive headache .. missed many classes today .. Gotta buck up then! Amaths Emaths Science Humans English Dnt Chinese.
Bye!`

Thursday, September 23, 2010

Hey .. Decided to change back to black again , i just aint feeling too good right now.. Im struggling for life, I constantly have dreams about something that i want so bad but nvr getting . Life now's moving like stagnent water .. Gonna go study at lot1 later , training tmrw at 1 .Same thing i did when i was at sec one ~ DAMN

Sunday, September 19, 2010


Did not touch my homework yet .. Lifes a struggle , meeting every deadline , meeting expectations of people , trying hard to think of what to say what to not say , i guess my mind is confused right now . i cant think right , going to church tmrw , after that rush to have a match with bukit panjang .. Pray hard to play well again !

Saturday, September 18, 2010


..Match today it was pretty great , Ian Kengyang they all were not there so i got to start . It's been a long time since i did .. I did pretty good today only not having enough strength in the game .. Yea but we won easily with delvin ..
This few days was just studying studying studying , i wanna go out soon .~ GAH! Bored.... \I wanna include something in my life but i guess that something is a million miles away

Thursday, September 16, 2010


Life is okay now . Theres just big gaps in it that i need to fill . I guess im just not satisfied with how i am going on right now. How i wish that i could just go for it the previous time now in which cant be achieved anymore ... Fuck my childish behaviour for the past years~

Wednesday, September 15, 2010


Waddup! - Today went to school , kinda tired , studied maths circles , kinda easy , then had D&T . FUCK IT!@#! Teacher bias SHIT! .. Training was fine , at least it was a sweaty one . Train hard , Play hard , Study hard , Live life to the fullest in whatever way possible

Saturday, September 11, 2010

Hey ! Im back Yo! , Thailand was pretty okay , just went there to spend time with my grandmother~

School starts in another 2 days ...... oh and i read the book tuesdays with morrie , its an awesome book , do read it ! Its about a guy , whose college teacher suffers from a diesease that kills him slowly , the teacher talks about how the way life should be lived , and not to follow what the society wants life to be lived.. So yea its awesome! Todays 9/11 :( the video saddening ..

Sunday, September 05, 2010


I guess this kpop night concert thing is like fucking over for me ... Mofos proof label .. Well just hope some fucking assholes bought 10tickets and cant sell out sell at ticket price .. Life's like this man .. Imma save more $$ when i'm rich i'm gonna go korea on my own , bagpack , not going home , freedom all the way

Wednesday, September 01, 2010

If only is a strong word


Yo... loves my mom !! Send me new shirts WOOO!

Well today , caught liar game Final stage , it was lets say... it was pretty humourous but it did not met came up to my expectations as the drama itself was too aweesome ..

Monday, August 30, 2010

Remember the ABCs?

Tomorrow its finally a break YEAH....
Go back primary school ? maybe not , maybe playing basketball? its just an escape , an escape with many consequences ..

Sunday, August 29, 2010

My mind theres a thought that someday , i might say the wrong thing , sometime ireverseble , thats why u see me hesitant in many things i do , trying to communicate through the internet cant be done as many things are stored , Even in cell phones , i'd rather meet and talk
Updates , Its gonna be the holidays in a weeks time and i'm gonna go thailand! :D YEA BABY , This fewdays was okay ... yesterday had match in the morning , Played pretty well with about 8-10 points but bad stuff was that i missed about 2 underbasket , gotta work on that ..

Today morning woke up , Went to church , Did not do or say much , went home after that . Did nothing till now .. everytime at the back of

Monday, August 23, 2010

Change ..

Change happening in my life again , Chemistry 21/25 Physics 24/25 AMaths 19/25 , Nice rights?
Few days , 1stly , Went to expo, Got a logitech mouse and 2 shirts all tgt about 75 bucks , After that played basketball ..

Today , School slackish , most teachers gone again , then after school went to appl service centre , kinda cool there , would be awesome if i get to work there in the future haha ...

Friday, August 20, 2010

4minute heavy post !

JIYOON! That pretty girl that wave to me in the bus and that lovely cute heartsign ... Sad that i did not get her siggy but its OKAY!~






Other 4minute members .. They rock too :D HYUNAH And Soohyun?







Thursday, August 19, 2010

I don't understand .. Do they hate or do they want friendship?

Wednesday, August 18, 2010


Wow amazingly im back at 4pm .. Its really been fun in school this few days just that something is missing right now , I guess the class hates me and i hate the class .. I really hope that i can do freaking well in this class , if i do , what would happen if i went to a much better class? Being in 3/5 is a challenging place to study , if achieve something there , i guess the achievment is 2x more than like if you to a class like 3/8 .. But so yea.. Grow up soon :D.. I feel like quiting basketball , it really sucks now

Tuesday, August 17, 2010

What you want in your life is all about you .. You see people going to ITE , What they do ? Having to study 2more years than you , You can use that 2 years to accomplish much more.. Can start wasting your life now or just start putting in at the most 1/2 of what you do playing ..I don't wanna be some useless fucked faggot like some people in school is heading to but someone successful , heading to a right path , owning a home , a car a good life in the future . Thats what i want .. So what to do . EFFORT


Heyhey , Today was the amaths test , Could get an A1 i guess without careless mistakes , Gonna study for Chem and SocialStudies now .. Probably do English exposition eassy now.. Peace Out! Kellson

Sunday, August 15, 2010


Hey guys its been a long time eh ? Haha .. So this past few days was alright , friday i went after school , went to airport hoping to catch a glimpse of 4minute but they left from vip exit ,best thing is when we went to marina bay , they were Rehearsing woo! yea , stayed there and waited for the concert at 9.30pm , wow EPIC! then went to their hotel , rushed in , then ran infront of hyuna, SHE SHAKED MY HAND WOO , SOYEON AS WELL! haha , then we camp at the hotel till like 6am .. (abit crazy) but all worth it , they came out and then waved goodbye , i ran to the side of the bus , no 1 was with me lol , i peered through the window , saw jiyoon looking at me , i reach for her to sign my stuff but when she tried to open the window it was lock:( , but whatever... She waved goodbye to me and gave a heartshape <3 haha , that was the most epic moment as it was like 1on1 with her !

Saturday, August 14, 2010

Baby ah, ah, ah, ah…
Even during those days when I tired, I heard all of your problems
I gave you all of my feelings to you even if I received none as return
Why does missing call count increase
While you are making up inexcusable excuses…
I can’t hold it back any longer

From today I won’t give you any
From now on, I will never give you my feelings
From now on, I will never-never give it to you
From now on, I will never cry, it won’t happen twice

I don’t wanna cry, now we have to let it go
I don’t wanna cry, now we have to let it go
I don’t wanna cry
I will never-never give it to you, eh eh eh eh

You said today we have our own quality time, but suddenly you said you have plans
It took me three hours to prepare for our date…
How could you do this to me
Friends tells me I am really stupid for love
They tell me it’s pathetic how I side with you
Now I’ve lost trust in you

From today I won’t give you any
From now on, I will never give you my feelings
From now on, I will never-never give it to you
From now on, I will never cry, it won’t happen twice

I don’t wanna cry, now we have to let it go
I don’t wanna cry, now we have to let it go
I don’t wanna cry
I will never-never give it to you, eh eh eh eh

Please stop, it’s only doing me more harm
And you might regret it
Ever since your heart changed it was hard for me
But I will think about it once more
No matter how much I think, we aren’t destined
The excuse you are using right now is insufficient
If you are truthful like back in the day than OK
If that happens I will always give it to you, oh oh oh oh oh

baby ah ah ah ah…
From today I won’t give you any
From now on, I will never give you my feelings
From now on, I will never-never give it to you
From now on, I will never cry, it won’t happen twice

I don’t wanna cry, now we have to let it go
I don’t wanna cry, now we have to let it go
I don’t wanna cry
I will never-never give it to you, eh eh eh eh

Thursday, August 12, 2010

ACHIEVING

An achievement must be earned , everyone loves it , in my whole life till now , Little has been earned , many has been gotten not on my own.. Gotta work harder , needa make a name for myself ,"Teachers often said that the person that is sitting right beside you now may be your boss in the future" its really true , and it's based on what you do for yourself , what you choose to do , what decisions you make , what drives you and whatever motivates you

Tuesday, August 10, 2010


Why do something useless when you know that its nothing for your future? Why not do something worth something else , more fun , more interactive?Learnt so many things these two days , Learnt what are good in life and what are just harming me