Sigh When can i do anything ? Some people have freakish talent , while i sit down looking from afar trying to catch their every move ...
Today went to school , Raining and probably caught a cold in it , but still i fight all the way till training , really cannot le that time seriously pain but still carried on , what gave me the numbness to carry on , only that i would know .. So yea ... It feels like im crying every second now with a runny nose ..